As I remember when I faced with a problem, which lost all my patience, I cried for a few minutes and then tried to find a solution for it. But these days I cannot do it!
Perhaps my tears have been finished or all my senses are killed now!
Perhaps I forget myself and care about others more than myself!
And perhaps I become older, my mind is grown!
I just know that the situation is unfamiliar for me!
I pridicted these days! and ... .
It is not bad! it taste different!
I am sure I can come over it!

Why we try to hide our real feelings.
If we like, even love some body why we avoid expressing it!
It is our certain right to love or to be beloved and also show it.
I believe that whom he does it, is a murderer! He kills his best and divine feelings!

Today when I heard these things I prefer to avoid of to be beloved!
I prefer nobody loves me!
I hate these loves!
It is not love!
who he love such a way he just want to capture the beloved! not to....

As I remember, I should understand others.
No, No it is better to say I can understand or I try to understand others.
Also, I have learned to be patient and stand on my feet and never expect to be understood by others. They are not responsible for you.
And so when I feel loneliness I talk with my closest friend, the Sky, we have some similarities and can understand each other.