It is a long time that I could not write any thing in my web log!
Because unfortunatly some sensorship were considered about web logs in Iran!
I am not sure when we can be free from the all sensorship!

Our lives are not determined
By what happens to us,
But
By how we react to what happens to us.


I should think about it.
What about you?

I gazed at simplicity
I swear at simplicity
All these trivial happens can be
The first line of a poem
That has endeared the dawn so much to me.
(Behzad Zarrin Pour)

You were like clouds;
Your rains was for others
And
Your darkness was for me

You were like sun;
Your shine was for others
And
Your dazzlement was for me

Who were you?!
You were like a storm
Came and destroyed
For last request
Let me know who were/are you?!

I hate these days. I feel alone with my friends and family!
I do not know what is happened to me?
Where is my happiness, my patience and my motivation for life?!
Where is my pride?
These days, cry is my habit, loneliness is my close friend and darkness is my favorite seat.
I hate these days and me! I hate this me! She is not I! Who am I?! Where am I?! When did I lose myself?
I do all my work the best as usual but I cannot enjoy it!
I am busy, but I do not know how cry find some time and attacks me?!
Every thing around me is a symbol of last memories!
I cannot tolerate! I need an arm for peace, shoulder for trust and kind words for calm!
Oh my God! Can you hear me?! Surly you can! Help me! I need your help! I need your help!

On Monday morning I went to a hotel to meet my German tour.
They were 12 people that most of them were student. We start our visiting about 10 o�clock. They visited Chihil Sotun palace, Naghsh Jahan square with Alighapou palace, Sheikh Lotfollah mosque, King mosque and Gheisarrieh Bazaar. For lunch we went to a traditional restaurant and ate Iranian foods. Every thing was good and we followed my program perfectly until my collogue called me and said today I arranged a meeting with city council for your tour! It made some unwanted changes in my program but we did it and unfortunately the other side of the meeting was not completely ready too. Totally they could talk about some of their topics and then �.
I should back soon and went to the university party! It should be held at Saturday night!
I could not enjoy it. Some thing was happened at the party that really made me sad and angry! I hated the formality party!