I Am an Iranian Daughter

Iran`s Historical Monuments,Iranian`s ceremonies,and some times my Thoughts, Diary...

Thursday, February 26, 2004

(About Esfahan)
Gheisarrieh Bazaar is a real oriented bazaar and a traditional shopping center. The most beautiful portico of the bazaar is located at the northern end of Naghsh- Jahan Square. It is one of the largest and most beautiful bazaars. The Gheisarrieh Bazaar was built in the 17th century. At that time, representatives from foreign companies had trading offices in the bazaar and costly fabrics were traded. The bazaar consists of different parts, each of which offers certain commodities and goods.

Sunday, February 22, 2004

Some thing was broken inside me!
I could hear its crash! That was terrible!
(I do not know what was it?! I am not sure!)
It is two days that I am silence fast! Exactly like Saint Merry! She was lucky!
I say nothing, hear nothing and do nothing, I cannot!
No tears, no cry, no laugh, no �.
I see and maybe act as routine days but I am not conscious!
My mother, my family talk with me, asks some thing but I only can hear their voice! And show no response!
All my senses sleep deeply! It is good for them I want they rest for a long time! It is winter; it is better for them to sleeeeeep! Perhaps spring can make them awake!
I am not sick! I need to think!
There are something ambiguity I need to think!
I need to think! I need to think!

Thursday, February 19, 2004

Who has seen the wind?
Neither I nor you;
But when the leaves hang trembling
The wind is passing through.

Who has seen the wind?
Neither you nor I;
But when the trees bow down their heads
The wind is passing by.

Usually when I heard children�s poetry, I can find out the deepest facts of life!
What about you?!

Wednesday, February 18, 2004

Finally, yesterday I got my TOUR MANAGING certification.
It was pleasure and unforgettable moment in my life, and it was glorious when I heard, I was one of the ten top students! Last week when I looked at my scores, I thought I am in second position in my class but fortunately that was not true!
I looked at my certification several times such so I memorized all its words and sentences!
I preferred to share this success with my kind and lovely mother who tried hard to keep my quiet and peace and then with my family specially my second brother who usually support my new beliefs and also encourage me to be the best and successful girl!
And then when I feel quiet I talked with my God, who usually fills my loneliness! Thanks! Thanks no words and no sentences can show you my appreciation I just want to gaze your sky to show you�!

Friday, February 13, 2004


we can remind each other by a free e-card!
perhaps some body care about us!
I present my white rose to all stars, swallows and sparrows that know love!

Yesterday afternoon some of my school friends came to my house.
They surprised me!
At first when they called me for it, I did not feel pleasant because I thought it is better for me to be alone but when they came� .
It was unforgettable day; we review all the school memories: We were top students in our school but how we were naughty! We were cheating our teachers and help weak students! Oh, we remembered all of the parties before our final examinations that forced us to be awake all the night for studying! We reviewed how we became friend! We remember all the days that we talked about our beliefs and thoughts. You know, we had a few similarities in our beliefs although we have had same goal, but we knew how to respect each other, fortunately now after these years, not only we did not loose our beliefs but also we nearly reach our goal. It is pleasant!
Among my friends, one of them is the closest for me! She is so kind I like her very much! we can understand each other well! Although we have a few common points but we know when we need each other!
I hope my kind God bless my friends and our friendship!

Sunday, February 08, 2004

Star light, star bright,
First star I see tonight,
I wish I may, I wish I might,
Have the wish I wish tonight.

How many miles to Babylon?
Three score miles and ten.
Can I get there by candlelight?
Yes, and back again.
If your heels are nimble and light,
You may get there by candlelight.

Read and think about these simple poems,
Maybe you get what do I?!

Today I went to Tourism Orgnanization to take my final scores.
When I arrived I met some of classmates that made me so happy, we talked about many things.
My scores are good, I am sure if I had more free time I could have gotten better. Now I have the second position in my class.
When I saw my classmates and the name of my courses I remember all happen to me last year! How pleasant was!
In the morning I should go to Isfahan University and teach, at noon go to my university and study, in the afternoon go to tourism classes and study &sometimes observe, in the evening go to English institute and teach and finally at 10:00 p.m back home and do my homework.
How I was happy! I miss those days!
No, no, I never like to think about past, I would like to feel pleasant for present and be hopeful about future!

Thursday, February 05, 2004

I am life itself!
You have been a prisoner
of a little pond.
I am the ocean
and its turbulent flood
come merge with me!
leave this world of ignorance!
Be with me!
I will open
The gate to your love!

(One of the Rumi `s poem.)

Wednesday, February 04, 2004

Chahar Bagh School, is one of the five schools built during the reign of shah Sultan Hussein, the last king of Safavid dynasty. This school is considered as a masterpiece specimen of the architecture of that period.
The preciousness of the architecture of the school is not limited to its design and overall constitution but also its decorations are an extraction of the experience of the artists from the Safavid period, and this building should be considered as a treasure of the most precious tile- work, The Ccalligraphy, sculpture, mosaic- work, gold work, silver-work and paintings.Chahar- Bagh School, during its three hundred eras of existence, has been the place of instruction and learning of dignitaries whose blessings still can be sensed from doors and walls of the school.
Nowadays, this scientific center, bearing the name of the theological school of Emam Sadegh (Peace be upon him) is still one of the active culture and theological centers of Esfahan.

During the previous weeks I was too busy.
My mother was sick and I should nursing her,
Some new student groups from America, Ukraine and Japan came to Isfahan University, so my classes increased,
Do you remember my survey about Isfahan historical monuments in pre-Islam and Post- Islam? When I was thinking it is finished some of my teachers suggested me to work on it more, because they believe it has a good and new subject. So whenever I had time I study more on it, and during these days it was in the last steps.
Also one of my friends has a serious problem and I should help her, and also I took some time to hear her complains.
And also so many new works, which I was started and I talk about them later.
But none of them made me to be careless about my personal life and myself!
Night & night, not only the best time to gather and take the results of the all happens to me during the day but also to make the decision and plan about my future life!